‘why ?’ ?

lost at sea, a voyage unprepared.
lost to the winds, tossed about, scattered.
lost in time, searching for what can’t be lost.
lost in words inked in search of what was lost.
lost are the songs I sung, every last word,
lost before they were ever heard.
lost in finding all that I lost elsewhere,
lost be these scribbles too, if not buried here .